Had my job interview today. It went well. The question that plagues me now is, do I really want it? I knew it was part-time to begin with, but turns out that I’ll probably get less hours a week than expected. That just means that instead of another part-time job I’ll probably end of looking for another full-time job.
I feel kinda screwed up in the head at the moment. There’s too many thoughts swirling around in my head and I’m anxious. I messed up my sobriety this week. I have no clue what I want to do next in my life. I really need to find that counselor.
Counselor and accountability partner are at the top of my life. I need to write more and be creative. I spend too much time inside which leads to too much time in my head. Changes will be made. I will spend more time outside.
Tomorrow will be a better day.